Why do I have a blog?  Why do I have a website?  I have lots of things to say and there are so many things happening to me, yet I don’t ever feel that I can write them here.  It’s sad because some things just don’t get told because I know certain people will be angry if I don’t tell them directly.  I shouldn’t care — and actually I don’t — but I also don’t like it when people are angry.  More than ever, my website is rather useless.  I’m putting things on it to have stuff there instead of because I want it there.  Maybe it’s time for a break.